Thursday, December 18, 2008

I think I lost my friends to Blackberry

Incredibly aggravated at the moment I sit in my living room at the computer with steam shooting out of my ears.I rant a rave about how incredible my friends and how Much we click and all that jazz but as of late........
I'm starting to feel otherwise.
I know one of the reasons is because I'm growing and exploring new things and there fore developing into somewhat of a new person but thats not the issue.
The issue is the Blackberry phone
I have two friends with blackberry phones that spend an amazing amount of time on them.
It's so bad that when i think about them through out the day I always picture them with their eyes glued to the screen.
It's bad
They text each other when were all together rather then just turning to eachother and talking.
So today one of my friends came over and we were watching Electrik red performances on youtube laughing and talking about Britney circa 2001 :)
Having a good time until my little bro came home and took over the computer for his essay.
We went to my bedroom ,listened to "When I drink" our new single and watch a little tv and were talking about shit.
He started texting ,it wasn't that bad but I hate it none the less.
He asked for a Pb&J and I went downstairs to make it ,I heard a knock at the door and it was my other friend.
I wasn't expecting her but I did the math and realized that Jay was texting her the whole time we were talking.
Ok
We go upstairs talk and stuff and after a while we stop now... I know I stopped talking because I saw them texting .
They stopped talking to me so that they can text eachother.
It's endless texting and there for awkward silence that they don't realize because all they can hear is the click clacking of the buttons on their phones.
I'm heated now so I asked them to leave.
it makes no sence for us to be together if were not talking to eachother or lets be honest I don't want you in my house fucking texting eachother and ignoring me.
Plain and simple
I don't know why it bugs me so much but I do know that it makes me feel as if two people are speaking a different language( that i dont understand) around me.
It's like what the fuck are you saying that makes you feel you can say it out loud .
I don't know
Anyway they were both like Oh I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry!
And so we went down stairs to go show Tenacia the video's that Jay and I had been watching before she came and she missed half the video because she was texting.
And then I go upstairs to go put my brothers to sleep and come back and there both texting .
OMG( I scream in my head)
But I got back to the comp and start playing other vid's I wanted them to see and they didn't even realize because they were so engrossed in their blackberry's
So I'm over it now and I tell them that they can leave.They then start throwing excuse as to why there were doing what they were doing on the blackberry's and I was OVER IT.
I wanted to dance cuz thats what were supposed to do!
Get hyped off of music and dance videos and start dancing and Choreographing.
No they text!
I'm really feeling sometime of way right now because they'll only do it around they're close and immediate friends,which consists of me and a few others.
I could almost guarantee they'd never be on their phones half as much as their on them with us.
Gag!
I'm over it call me petty, call me dramatic ,I am what I am and my feelings are hurt.
I shouldn't feel as awkward as I did today with people I've been close friends with for Years.
The worst part about it all is that there's a possibility that they'll never understand.

1 comment:

R. CALIEL said...

LMA0 !!! I SEC0ND THAT .. I SEC0ND ALL 0F THAT !!! !! !!! ! ITS N0T EVEN THE MATTER 0F HAVING A PH0NE ITS A MATTER 0F RUDENESS .. UGH